The cold has arrived.

Hello pain. My body dreads the cold. Every muscle around my fractures tenses up and intensifies with pain. The bone hurts to the core. Yesterday I could not put my full weight on my right leg. Today it is my neck and T- spine. Old injuries never go away, they come back and remind me distinctly of their existence in the cold. All Fall/Winter long they accompany me through the holidays. Icy hot, heated blankets and laying lifeless in bed. I am going crazy now. I hate feeling like this. I just hope for patience through my first winter since the accident with no pain killers. I can be my own worst enemy when I am immobile it just gets me so down. literally. I have to fight back harder than ever this winter and accept the pain and that I am going to spend lots of time in bed and in pain. : / All I really can ask for is to be healthy enough not to miss a day of work, with that alone it will have been a good cold season. May God be with me y ke la virginsita me cuide.